Feeling a little raw today if the truth be told, and it feels good to admit it. No need to put on a game-face and pretend. The Buddha taught of how deeply our human suffering is bound to the Universal law of impermanence, and how true that is! ALL forms (be they physical forms, thought forms, emotion forms, sensations, events) arise and then fade away, arising from the unmanifested, the Source, and returning back to it. Learning to let go is one of the hardest lessons; yet it is essential work to be done if we are ever to allow inner-peace to find a foothold within us.
We are a couple of days post full-moon, and we are being buffeted by high winds and heavy rain. Tomorrow my youngest starts primary school, my middle son starts high school and it is the anniversary of my father’s death. I took this picture just moments ago whilst standing outside in the rain; something I used to do as a child after my father passed. Yes I feel raw, but at the same time incredibly supported by the Universe; it almost feels as if the skies are crying with me, holding me in my pain. My children are growing up, and they need me less now. My youngest revels in doing things for himself and spends much more time gazing adoringly at his older brothers than being with me. So the hour approaches when I must wave goodbye in the school playground and let go, staying intensely present and allowing life to unfold just as it is.